Soooooo,yeah,he showed up,and lucky me got to see him too-yipee fuckin doo.I went to get the kids,and they were not there....he took them to the park.So,I had to wait for them to show up,which means I had to see him...I had this awful pit in my stomach at the thought. I ahve been off and on with this man for the better part of 15 years-15 years!!!!and wonder wht I ever saw in him now...Well,he looks like complete and utter crap-skinny-red faced ,and has some Donald-Trump wanna be hair-do going on.Also,he was wearing like 3 silver chains,and got his ear pierced,and was wearing this girly green ear ring.His Grandma invited us to stay for dinner,and the kids really wanted to,so we did.I thought it would be horrid-but I am rather proud of myself.I felt-numb-maybe even a bit above him(I know that sounds bad) but I have moved on,and grown....and he appears to have gone backwards. It was kinda akward at one pint..his little sister was there-she is only 8,and for most of her life,he and I were together.She looked at me,and asked me"Nikki,does Jason still like you?" My only answer was "I dunno":confused" Poor kid- I guess she just wanders at the change.Ahhh,out of the moutjs of Babes,eh?Thanks goodness at least he was not in hearing range.His excuse ,of course ,for dissapearing was that he has not been able to get ahold of me....yeeeeeeah.I am so hard to find seeing as how I have lived at the same place and the same phone # since March,and have worked at the same job for 4 years!!!! whatever.He asked if he could come get the kids this weekend,and I said"if they don't have otehr plans" which they do-haha.I asked them what they would rather do,and they are going to spend the weekend at their Godfather's house.It's only what he deserves.If only he knew what all he is missing out on...they are really great kids .....
I asked them what they felt about seeing him again,and how he looked.Cheyanne said"Super gay!!" and Shaen was just liek "eh"
So,that is where the Drama stands at this moment.H eis suppossed ot call(if he can remember the number) but I doubt he will.I don't know if the kids really expect him too.....